I googled "are there people that don't do drugs" because I truly feel like the only one at school. It just doesn't interest me and I don't want that to be my hobby. I might try it, yeah, but like you said I don't want it to control me. I don't drink because 1) i'm only 17 (not that that reason stops people) plus it's not allowed in my religion. I don't mind it but I would like to go wine tasting one day (i think you spit out the wine, right) and probably eat lady fingers coated with rum. I don't know but I really think that finding friends and someone is going to be really hard.