It is amazing your history and this guy I really need to tell him congratulations, I thought it was not a posibility that a guy be in abstenence without even take the drinks or drugs previously and had a bad experience, so he is a posibility. Life is so good and you can enjoy even more when you are awake and everyone else is drunk or drug, and about the drinks are some of them that are good, the once that does not taste the alcohol, so I realized I did not like either the alcohol and my stomach did not acept it. About the drugs is discontrol, I like to be in my senses.