Haha wow, I just randomly came across this page and it's pretty funny. Not the fact that you don't drink but because your opinion on drinking and doing drugs is litteraly the exact same as mine. Every line you wrote I could have seen.

I enjoy being in control of my life...I don't want to drink and stumble around like a retard. I look constantly look forward in my future and want to be successful. I would like to say im straight edge, but who knows what will happen. But I'm very confident that i will stay clean. And yes! it is hard to find a girl who doesn't drink.