Hey, this seems pretty dead but I hope you'll reply to my message. I'm kind of a pessimistic person and I don't really like to share my problems to my friends cause I don't want to worry my friends. I would sometimes think of things such as I'm always alone and no one really do show any care even though they know I'm not a very happy person. I'm currently falling for this girl but I don't intend to be with her for now. My current aim is to be happy myself before being happy with her, but I really don't know how to make myself happy all the times. I'm trying your method for quite sometime already and things seem to be the same. Really hope you could help me, or anyone else.