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I Hate Birthdays

Continuing with the theme of weird things about me that could possibly point to some psychological conditions - I hate birthdays. Rest assured that it's not my birthday. I wanted to write this on my birthday, but instead I waited some amount of time so that no one would know when it is.

Yeah, that's right. I don't tell people when my birthday is. My family knows, since they were intimately involved in the event we're supposed to celebrate, but very few of my friends know. Kristen bribed me by making me a really cool clay rock for my fish tank, so I told her. The only two friends who called were Nicole and Nick, both of which I would have thought would never call. I've seen Nicole once in the past two years, and Nick has been in Pennsylvania for quite some time.

I don't know exactly what it is about birthdays. I just don't like people making a big deal out of it. I hate getting birthday presents (along with Christmas presents), and I hate it when people wish me a happy birthday. All these family members and Nick and Nicole called, and I ignored all of their calls. I didn't call them back either.

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I'm really tired. I want to sleep! But I'll do it in a little while. So now...

My day was good! I had fun making exercises and reading a few blogs here. I think something just changed. About myself, about how I see things. I don't know, it's weird.

I'ves just read about the self-compassion. If you want, you can check it out here. It's just that... you can think in a certain way since always, but in a moment, everything you believed in seems to be wrong. And that's the time when you must have an open mind. You can't say no to knowledge.

So yeah, I'm feeling really inspired haha. Today was my second class at my english course! I have a different teacher because we were too many in one class, so they divided us in two. I'm a little dissapointed because I had already made a friend, and now I don't know anybody. Again.

I don't know... sometimes I think I think too much haha. I want to do so many things with my life... But I just dream... and do nothing. But I'm trying to change that part of me. I want to do the things that I love, I want to be happy. This is my first day in this never ending road. And I feel really good.

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