I rock the house. How do you like this enthusiasm? Enjoy it while it lasts, because 24 hours from now I will be hating life. Or maybe not!
I can't really describe how these naps are going. The whole time I feel like I'm not asleep and I'm trying to fall asleep. But I'll notice that my thoughts are totally bizarre. like this time I was thinking about how to beat a video game that doesn't actually exist. Occasionally I think "Man... I'm not falling asleep". And then the alarm goes off and I wake up and can't really tell if I was asleep or not.
Anyway, this is going to be the tough stretch, but I actually feel like I have plenty of energy. My sleep schedule for the past week has been pretty bizarre, so maybe that's helped me. Luckily I have a project to work on, so I'm not too bored.
Where can you find me at 2pm on a Thursday? If you guessed by the pool being fed peeled grapes by the Swedish bikini team, you'll be surprised to hear that you're wrong.
No, really. You're wrong... At least this Thursday.
Actually, my friend Hayden.. WAIT... this is an important but totally unrelated sidenote :
So recently we've been having loads of tests, well of course, I'm a GCSE student so meh of course, and my school is pretty strict since it's a generally well performing school. Other than our few GCSE controlled assessments and the crap load of course work, we also have our end of term/ late mid-terms to do. And today I have/had a total of two assessments, both orals for modern foreign languages. I find it funny that its called MFL but the languages such as Japanese and Mandarin, useful for foreign business and also a highly demanded translator language, isn't taught in many schools. In fact, Japanese is only taught in 7 schools in England ._. Well ok then.
I think most people can actually relate: so you have an exam coming up and you've been flunking the whole term so this is your chance to make up for it. To be honest, the test doesn't really matter in the future but the stress is kind of forced onto you from the people around you and teachers who constantly pressure you. Oh and don't forget parents, of course you have to do well for them.
But~ meh, I'm stressing but hey I know I'm going to fail so why study? Maybe if I studied hard enough I could get better results I could do fine and surprise myself but for now I'll just flunk, it's not like it matters if I keep getting 60%-70% for a year as long as I do well in the exams that actually matter.
I can never revise for tests I feel are stupid. Mid terms, end of term tests and even end of years. Totally useless, its not like anyone other than your teacher will see them, even if your parents do, the worst that could happen is if you get lectured for a while but even that isn't much.
As long as you do well in the tests that matter, the ones that actually have an impact in your life, its ok right? That's the way it's always been, I haven't met many big tests yet but soon I'll have my GCSEs and then eventually, my AS > .