Whats funny is I just finished enjoying doing the dishes. Rocking out to some music along the way. Then I come online and check my email and find this post about learning to love doing the dishes. You've really inspired me in the past year and a half. I was always a positive person, but you've helped me in a lot more ways and I thank you for that. What i do suggest though is trying Psilocybin Mushrooms. It's made me such a more active person in life, always wanting to work and do more things. It lets me control my own thoughts. I've realized so many things about how the world works and how everything always works out. Life really is just a ride. You have no idea what it does until you try it. Do all the research you can on them and you will see.