I bet you didn't know that I was going to have video posts. I didn't either. Todd and I made some funny videos on the way up to Houston this weekend, so I figured I'd smoosh them in with the PRK video and make a little episode out of it.
I plan on making more of these in the future because it was fun and probably more entertaining to watch than my posts are to read. Enjoy, and let me know what you want to see on video.
Oh, and the quality is crappy on two of the clips because we used my phone. It was an impromptu series of stunts.
When you texted saying, "Wait until you see what Todd and I did on the way to Houston!" I was thinking it would be hot ladies or "Thug Life" tats. You're a nut, but I love the show.
OK, it's confession time. I am a HUGE narcissist. I mean, obviously I think I'm the greatest, better than your boyfriend, etc. But at least that is all true beyond any doubt.
What I'm talking about today is different. I am my biggest fan. If I make a new song, I will listen to it for at least 24 hours on repeat. Often times I listen on my computer, then play it in the bathroom while I take a shower. When I'm in front of the mirror I lip sync and dance to my own music, imagining that I am performing it. Then after my shower I listen to it in the car while I drive.
Is this normal? Or at least healthy?
Life will be full of good things. You can never forget how to act when something or someone is presented to you. You need to have a small organized plan to not humiliate yourself completely. I had this crush on a guy that i had never talked to. He was older then me and didn't even know my name. It was not until i noticed my feelings for this stranger that i realized i needed to know more. Getting the courage to do something you'd never thought you'd ever do is an accomplishment. Thanks to social networking, i found my small amount of courage to speak to him. You can also be overwhelmed with nervousness. Which was pretty much my case. He was this guy in my bus who was not very social or present in the bus but, he managed to catch my eye anyhow. The minute i got rejected i felt like my life was a living hell. I managed to get over it eventually but never fully managed to erase it from my mind. I had asked him the most bizarre questions there are and made him feel, probably uncomfortable. But i didn't know what to do because he was actually really nice. I proposed that if things were making him feel awkward he could tell me and i'd leave him alone. Worst part is, he told me please. Ever since, i've been noticing him even more but most importantly, he was actually noticing me. The situation was complicated enough, but i wanted more. I was dreaming about this guy that i barely knew. In the bigger matter, i learned that honesty can always solve a couple of your problems but never fully manages to solve them all. That's when your self control and judgement comes in. You need to count to three and do it if you wanna know what happens. Especially, when love comes in the picture.