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How I Became a Famous Pickup Artist : Part 3

This is part of an ongoing series. If you haven't read them already, read :

How I became a Famous Pickup Artist Part 1
How I became a Famous Pickup Artist Part 2

I wrote out this entire post before, and then the computer crashed and I lost it all, so I haven't felt like working on it. Finally, I'm biting the bullet and starting over :

Behold, the long and awaited post.

On The Life Of An Ordinary Teenager

So sorry for my absence. My life has been so hard and exhausting lately. Prepare for a long post cause this is gonna be a huge one! I have had exams all day, everyday. I've had to study every single night of the week and between taking a shower, eating and maybe getting a few minutes to relax, i haven't had the time to write. I miss it. This is like my diary and not being able to write in it, makes me feel restricted.

A lot has happened in the last 3-4 days. With the girls for instance. Me and Jordan have exchanged certain funny faces. Yesterday ( Wednesday ), we had a social studies exam in the afternoon. We had 30 minutes to read, study, draw or whatever. I decided to draw what was on my pencil case. On my pencil case, there is a mascara, lipstick and it says " lips and eyes ". I drew it and when i finished my exam 30 minutes early, i wrote " Makeup buddy forever, have a nice summer!". I then gave it to Isabella. Me and Emiline talked on facebook and it was cool. I had posted so many random videos on instagram that night, she actually complimented me on them and said i was funny. I finally made peace with the girls and now were friends. I met new people and am having so much fun with them.

Finn and i are friends. I don't have a crush on him anymore because, i know how to stop. I just need to put something more important then my feelings in front of love and i'm over it the next day. I still want to be his friend and we might even hang out this summer. Wednesday, at lunchtime, i walked around with my friend named Vick. He took me to the nerd hangout at school and it's called the subway. It's basically a place where nerds eat lunch and play games. There's pool, air hockey, foosball and some other game. I learned how to play pool and turned out to be really good at it! Vick wasn't very good when he started but i thought he was damn talented! Ever since i left the girls, I've made more friends, played sports, laughed and enjoyed myself in a new and different way. Maybe an even better way.

I have one day left of school and i can't wait for summer! I am planning on trying to eliminate some weight and go to Florida. Did i mention i was born in Florida? Well i am. School has been exhausting this past week. The worst day was Tuesday. I had a math and science exam. I hate science and math. For some unknown reason, i don't get why i should be learning all this crap. Teach me how to add and multiply but the rest, i don't care. I don't really have a choice though. I have to learn this shit to get a diploma. School has become so pressuring and fake. It used to be a privilege to go to school and now all we want to do, is get away from it. Today, i had no school and i went to see my math tutor. We laughed while we were waiting for my mom. We talked about summer and how my parents annoy me. I need to get away. That's why i can't wait to go visit my family.

Tomorrow, i have a math exam and an English one. I wish i could miss the English one but i have to do it. I'm bilingual so, it should take me no time. I've been alone a couple times ever since the girls. I don't always have to be with someone. Being alone isn't a bad thing, it's a choice. When you ask for something in life, if you promise something in return, it'll happen. One night when me and the girls were still fighting, i asked to get the answer. To find friends and find myself in the right place. The next day, Finn came to see me and i found my spot. Today, i was suppose to do something with my friend John but, i don't think it'll happen.

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