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How I Became a Famous Pickup Artist : Part 2

This is a continuation of the story, How I Became a Famous Pickup Artist Part 1. If you haven't read that already, you should do so before reading this article.

Papa was notorious for being in contact with everyone in the pickup scene. I couldn't blame him, either - he was the business side of "Real Social Dynamics", a company that taught seminars and workshops to aspiring players. Not surprisingly, he was the only person at the seminar that I knew.

In order to extract every last precious second out of my experience, I had gotten on the earliest flight to Chicago that I could book. I called Papa when I arrived at the hotel at 10am. I could hardly make out his voice. He'd been out in the clubs until very late and was still sleeping.

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It's amazing for me. I've changed soo much in this area. I was virgin up to 21 / 22 something in that area I don't remember that well probably because I don't care that much any longer. I was thinking about it for a while lately. When I started my adventure with picking up women my goal was to pick up, non ugly girl and have sex with her. Yeah I know challenging as fuck xD Anyway it was more or less goal for 2 years. I was fighting with this one goal, it was the only think I was really care about.

I was working out, I was changing my outfit and even taking my shower for sake of getting laid. Girl and Women was some sort of mystery for me not that far ago. I was struggling with it but I didn't give up, maybe because I don't give up, I am that way, maybe it's because of my Polish blood maybe something else. Anyway next year was different. I didn't knew what I wanted from girls, I knew what I didn't want but I did not have a clue what I wanted. Those were crazy moments in my life.

Some casual sex, some fuck friends, I was fucking regularly with 4 different women in peak time. I remember when my ex roommate told me that I shouldn't spend as much time on fucking because I seem very weak. It was next day and he was right, she was crazy and I liked it about her. It was perfect until it wasn't perfect anymore. I've learned how to be bolder about my needs, how to say what I want, my taste was developing at very fast rate. I become bigger degen but maybe I should just said I become myself a bit more. Anyway it was pretty enjoyable part of my life. I had approach "how can she help me learn something about myself?" what was way more effective than previous believes and approaches.

This year is way different. I am still changing, still learning new stuff, mainly about myself. It's a year since I am in a relationships and it's getting better and better. I've realize pretty fast that I should live with girl to don't waste time and to get to know her better. I feel weird because all those stuff are very new for me. I wonder how it will end... One is sure I've never been such fulfill for my whole life at this area.

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