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Doing Things When You Don't Want to Do Them

I'm sitting at my desk in my RV. It's nice out, but the RV is in direct sunlight, so it's hot inside. The fan is on maximum speed, which cools me down a little bit at the cost of it being really loud. Two seconds ago I checked my email. I also checked my email ten seconds ago. Thirty seconds ago I thought about how I should make lunch, even though I've already eaten lunch. In other words, my mind is doing everything it can to avoid writing.

I'm not really in the mood to work, but I'm even less inclined to write. When my mind is in programming mode, I find it very difficult to switch from talking-to-computers mode to talking-to-humans mode. Last week, as you may have noticed, I didn't post anything. I slapped together a post, read it over, decided it was really crappy, and just skipped the week.

Now I'm writing, though, and I'll tell you why. 

What you don't know

On I am Leesaa

For all we know the other person could be enjoying your company or advise..but do we actually know what they REALLY think about you? This is the thing that probably baffles me most.

I have never been the popular one, or the smart one, and so people really don't care what i think because i have no power. But if i were to be "the most _ _ _" then people would want to know what i think and try to please me all the time and this is what i call FAKE! Even though i was popular in this fantasy, it doesn't mean that when i critique someone they would like it, they would only appear to like it because of my social status. Also if they didn't like me opinion, they would be the outcast and people and who they thought were their friends would turn on them(this happened to me so yeah).

I didn't post this so that you reading would feel sorry for me, but i posted it because this is what i think. I'm not trying to make you think what i do, but for those who don't agree, i'm just trying to make you see the other side of the argument.

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