This is so wild. I woke up after only 18 minutes during my last nap and I feel great. Then again I felt great before it too.
The only sticking point I have now is that it's tough to fall asleep sometimes because I'm so awake.
it is amazing to me that this actually works.
First - let me get this out of the way : I fed a squirrel. I saw a bunch of squirrels so I went back to the RV and got some almonds. I put one in my hand and sat around forever, and finally a squirrel came and ate it. It was the cutest thing ever - he put his little front paws on my hand to eat it. Now I'm obsessed with feeding the squirrels, but I haven't had any more success.
Ok, so let me share a few things with you that will keep you entertained for a while.
I read the book, "The Four Hour Workweek"
I am at the point when I can't say anything. It's over, I got it. I made an end to it. I still wonder if it was the right decision.
One thing I know, I don't regret anything. There were times when I said myself that it was a huge mistake and wish I never met you. But it's not true. I am happy that I know you. I enjoyed every single moment I spent with you. How can I regret this? I don't feel guilty any more. Just feel sorry for you that I caused you this. I only remember the good things. Were there any bad things, at all? I guess no.
You are a great person, I know. Just try to pull yourself together. I wish you everything that I could not give you, but I have to make somebody else happy. And I can't afford insecurity. We both know that it would not last forever, but I have no time for playing.
I am so curious what you are doing, what you are thinking, how you are feeling. I wish I knew that.
This is not say goodbye. But it's so damn close to it.