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Who Rocks the House?

I rock the house. How do you like this enthusiasm? Enjoy it while it lasts, because 24 hours from now I will be hating life. Or maybe not!

I can't really describe how these naps are going. The whole time I feel like I'm not asleep and I'm trying to fall asleep. But I'll notice that my thoughts are totally bizarre. like this time I was thinking about how to beat a video game that doesn't actually exist. Occasionally I think "Man... I'm not falling asleep". And then the alarm goes off and I wake up and can't really tell if I was asleep or not.

Anyway, this is going to be the tough stretch, but I actually feel like I have plenty of energy. My sleep schedule for the past week has been pretty bizarre, so maybe that's helped me. Luckily I have a project to work on, so I'm not too bored.

1 Hour Before 27: Scaring the stuff out of yourself.

On Alfie

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Photo is a float of a flying fish submitted to the Annual UP Lantern Parade (2012) by the then sophomores of the very talented Block Y. UP Fine Arts.

I'm scared a lot of the time. It seems like the older I get, the more afraid I am. I'm scared of the future, the vast unknowability of what may or may not happen. I'm scared of the thousands of possible futures I may be throwing away (or not be throwing away) whenever I choose a certain path. I'm scared my parents won't accept my girlfriend. I'm scared that I may not pass my midterms. I'm scared that I'll grow old and alone.

All that stops now.

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