Hey. i hit the hard part. this totally sucks. i feel like a zombie. I keep waking up worse than before, and all i can think about is sleep. all the grapes in the world coun't fix this. my eyes hurt so much. They just don't want to focus anymore. i don't even want put on my glasses. I just need to make it through tonight, and i'll be home free. just a few more hours. need to do something mind numbing, and yet engaging. i'm gonna go clean. damn it.
So back in January, I wrote out my 7 goals for the year. It's been two months, so let's see how I'm doing :
1. Become FULLY polyphasic
I'm close on this one. Many days I go perfectly, sometimes if I have nothing to do I oversleep and then skip some naps during the day. I'm actually pretty satisfied with that, as I'm only sleeping 2.5-4.5 hours per night, I'm never tired, and can always count on being awake early and staying up late. I'll keep pressing to be more consistent, but I'm satisfied with where I am.
Since I'm new to this whole blogging platform (I don't count tumblr as blogging, more like scrolling and reblogging things) I'm going to shoot for blogging a couple times a week? Maybe more.
I like this. I like the fact that I can blog and maybe someone is reading this and thinking "wow I've thought of that before". It makes me feel less of a hopeless weird human being.
I really just need a place to sort of barf all my thoughts into one place.
So for any future posts that you read, RESPOND AND TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION. I need those and I love them. I need people to actually respond honestly to my inner thoughts. No one in real life is capable of that anyway. I'd appreciate them and I want to learn other people's view on things, I guess.