This last nap was fine. I woke up feeling as if I didn't sleep at all, not refreshed, but more importantly not groggy! I have plenty of work to do tonight to keep me awake. I plan on just plowing through my homework, and take breaks by cleaning the house and dancing around when I can't focus.
I rock the house. How do you like this enthusiasm? Enjoy it while it lasts, because 24 hours from now I will be hating life. Or maybe not!
I can't really describe how these naps are going. The whole time I feel like I'm not asleep and I'm trying to fall asleep. But I'll notice that my thoughts are totally bizarre. like this time I was thinking about how to beat a video game that doesn't actually exist. Occasionally I think "Man... I'm not falling asleep". And then the alarm goes off and I wake up and can't really tell if I was asleep or not.
Anyway, this is going to be the tough stretch, but I actually feel like I have plenty of energy. My sleep schedule for the past week has been pretty bizarre, so maybe that's helped me. Luckily I have a project to work on, so I'm not too bored.
I have to go to sleep because I need to wake up at 5:00AM tomorrow because I need to babysit and this isn't working because I need to do lists before I sleep so I know what to do tomorrow before I leave so I won't forget anything and this is making me stressed and this is why I can't sleep and this makes me upset and it's me staying up late not doing anything because I can't practice this late at my house and I have nowhere to go and I have to do two finals due Monday and I won't have time this weekend because babysitting and karate and I am freaking out and I have to practice because juries are a week from this Monday and and and and and and and and . . .
Update: I am very anxious.