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How I Became a Famous Pickup Artist : Part 2

This is a continuation of the story, How I Became a Famous Pickup Artist Part 1. If you haven't read that already, you should do so before reading this article.

Papa was notorious for being in contact with everyone in the pickup scene. I couldn't blame him, either - he was the business side of "Real Social Dynamics", a company that taught seminars and workshops to aspiring players. Not surprisingly, he was the only person at the seminar that I knew.

In order to extract every last precious second out of my experience, I had gotten on the earliest flight to Chicago that I could book. I called Papa when I arrived at the hotel at 10am. I could hardly make out his voice. He'd been out in the clubs until very late and was still sleeping.

Inflated, hyper-conscious, post-modern "Self"

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My world is full of personal achievements, laundry lists of "life experiences" on a resume, competition, self-criticism, self-improvement, social media profiles, and other validations of this sense of "self." Look at my blog title. Personally, I actually do not think I am more self-centered than those around me, but I have recently been identifying this quality as something bread in all of us by our culture.

In the book Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse, the main character spends his life seeking enlightenment through many different lifestyle changes. In the first part, Siddhartha becomes practices self-denial in the hopes of ridding himself of the "self" that is containing him. Reading this, I couldn't grasp it at first. I would consider someone who has already committed to a life of solely meditating and fasting to be pretty free of a burdensome self. However, the more conscious he was of himself and his efforts, the more he was failing and becoming more self-obsessive.

Eventuallly, Siddhartha moves away from self-denial into self-indulgence. He doesn't find peace and enlightenment until he has moved away from both of these sentiments, into a simple communion with the natural world. I found it interesting that life was most meaningful for him when he wasn't trying to reach for an ideal for himself, but rather when he truly forgot himself and was immersed in the present moment.

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If Siddhartha had a problem with his ego, imagine the mounting ego of a modern teenager. We are constantly taking in a feeding out cues about our own identities, or at least the superficial marks of them- our grades in school, the number of followers we have online, the material possessions we own. Oftentimes when we post on social media, we can say we are capturing a moment, but its really not for the moment's sake- rather for the sake of it popping up on someone else's screen. Sometimes when we ask a question, we just want to be asked the same thing in return to be able to give our two cents.

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